Jelly beans and Death?

Wheee...soo..I've been having a TERRIBLE summer so far. First, Kitty dies, and my grandmother died two nights ago, in her sleep. They are going to buy her a pine box, and stuff her body in the ground to rot and collect worms.

I keep telling people.

sleep brings death!

Speaking of sleep and death;

I seem to have had another panick attack thing.

Drake didn't seem happy about it..

I remember bits and pieces of it.

Mostly the feeling in my chest like somone is squeezing it trying to burst it.

Anywho, its a new day, and I can't find my jelly beans >(

Oh; and I likes arts :3 I draw arts like the damaged heart above :3