Trust me.

I don't think he honestly cares.


He just wants a REAL girl.

He tells me I'm pretty and look nice. LIES.

I'm not BLIND, you think *lying* to me makes me feel good?

wrong.


Anywho.
Life.

Life sucks. And I'm kind of *glad* Alex is seeing life how I do. Though, lately, I've been getting closer to Dustin.

I know nothing will come out of it, he's waiting for another (how sweet!)

And he loves her very much.

Alex. Alex. ALEX.

He's always on my fucking mind.

I'm like, addicted to him.

I need someone *new* someone I can latch on to.
Everyone else is gone.

So who do I have?

A 21 year old guy, who likes to play with girls?

And get feelings for a 14 year old, who I was ending up liking?

Yeah. Great solace.

And His girl, his last one?
He still has feelings for her. No matter how much she hurts me, he stands up for her, and reprimands *me*, when I get upset!

Anywho..I'll edit this more when I get home.