Jelly beans and Death?

Wheee...soo..I've been having a TERRIBLE summer so far. First, Kitty dies, and my grandmother died two nights ago, in her sleep. They are going to buy her a pine box, and stuff her body in the ground to rot and collect worms.

I keep telling people.

sleep brings death!

Speaking of sleep and death;

I seem to have had another panick attack thing.

Drake didn't seem happy about it..

I remember bits and pieces of it.

Mostly the feeling in my chest like somone is squeezing it trying to burst it.

Anywho, its a new day, and I can't find my jelly beans >(

Oh; and I likes arts :3 I draw arts like the damaged heart above :3

Well...Drake has been up here for a while....and well...I guessI should start off with I've been havinga good time with him. I've not been nervous at all.
He has informed me however, that the "others" have been coming out too....
We went to the mall twice so far, and we bought mostly candy and pants...
I could get more in depth..but this is just a covering for what has ALREADY happened.
It seems Drake doesn't Like Anon, Insa, or the one without a name.
More on this at a later post.